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SYAMSURI AMRI B SYAFRIZAL
Dah 2 tahun, aku tinggalkan blog ni . Berhabuk dah rasanya , cerita yang ada dalam ni pun , dah tinggal kenangan. Hari ni , untuk kali pertama after 2 years aku menyepi . Aku nak share something dekat sini. 2016, aku mula kan hidup baru, dengan orang yang baru .Dia " syamsuri amri b syafrizal" . Sayang, saya minta maaf kalau awak buka blog saya & baca kisah kisah lama saya , membuatkan awak sakit hati . Percayalah semua tu hanya tinggal memori yang saya pun dah taknak ingat lagi . Sekarang saya ada awak, saya nak create memori baru dalam hidup saya dengan awak . Sekarang awak laa satu satunya orang yang penting dalam hidup saya selain daripada family saya . Dah 4 tahun kan kita berkawan , tapi saya tak sangka , kawan yang saya tinggal 4 tahun yg lalu , sekaramg jadi orang yang paling bermakna dalam hidup saya.
Maybe itu la orang kata " kalau jodoh tak kemana" kan ? Haha . Saya harap biarlah jodoh ni kekal sampai bila bila. Saya dah penat nak start all over again dengan orang lain . Biarlah awak jadi yang terakhir . Say sayang sangat dekat awak . Terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya , bahagiakan saya, berkorban segala galanya untuk saya . Saya hargai .
Okay laa , sampai sini je untuk hari ni . Kalau ada masa saya post lagi . Iloveyousomuch sam . Anyway happy 6 monthiversarry sayang 💕
How I Feel
i want to run, i want to hide. from all the pain he caused inside.
i want to scream, i want to cry. why can't i tell him goodbye ?
i want to move on, i just can't let go. i love him more than he will ever know.
i want to start over, i want to feel free ! but this pain will never leave me be.
he hurt me bad, the pain is deep. from all the promises he couldn't keep.
all the lies, i heard him say. are in my head and just won't fade.
how can i forget him,leave the him behind. erase the memories from my mind.
he doesn't love me, and he never will. he will never care, how i feel.
Do You ?
Have you ever read something that killed you inside ? Like a text message or someone's status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn't want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It's almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
Let's be friends? 
